Entry 5

I'll never be "one of those girls."
The ones who show up to lunch with perfectly co-ordinated outfits and a sleek appearance. The ones who look gorgeous and glow.  I often want to tell them that they look awesome.
I will probably have mud on my jeans somewhere or a rip in my leggings, and often sport a weird baggy t shirt. My hair isn't shiny and coloured in a cool way, and I almost always look tired. Sure I can make an effort and love to but it will never be as prim or polished -  and I often have scuffed shoes and dangling threads! But I like me this way, as anything else wouldn't be me. Even if the burning monster of envy occasionally comes into play. I honestly don't think I could be different even if I tried. Hello, I am Rose Jekyll <3